I think I’ve reached the end.

2021.09.28 21:08 spacecat245 I think I’ve reached the end.

I think I’ve gotten to the point where I’m just completely checked out. I was patient, loving, caring, everything I could’ve been for so long while getting so little in return. I just don’t care anymore. I don’t care what he does or doesn’t do, and I’ve distanced myself so much. I wish I could afford to move away financially. I don’t know how to support myself snd with my current job I definitely couldn’t. My husband is military so he pulls in at least 70% of our income. I want to leave. But I literally can’t. This sucks. I’m so mentally checked out of this relationship. He doesn’t do enough, no matter how much he says he wants to no matter how much I believe he wants to get better or how many days clean he is, it feels like he’s not DOING anything. He’s just not jerking off. Does that make sense? I don’t know. This has just been so mentally taxing on me and I’ve been getting further and further away and isolating more until I feel like I’ve gotten to the point of no return snd I don’t know how to get out anymore.
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2021.09.28 21:08 BorhanSonOfGorn Thrown Weapons? More like Inquisitor handle am I right?

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2021.09.28 21:08 skmikem Gf sending inappropriate texts

So my gf got a message from a guy she was friends with first and then hooked up with for a time; he said he was gonna be in our city and asked if she wanted to hang out and smoke. she said sure and made it clear it’d only be smoking bc she’s in a relationship.
i wake up in the morning and go on her phone to scroll on her IG for some memes and see like 10+ notifications from that dude. my insecure side wins out and i open them, and it’s him sending her a sexual meme then turning the convo sexual and asking if he can come pick her up. she says no, that he’s out of pocket, but he persists and basically sends her a sext saying what he wants to do w her. she (and this is where the issue arises for me) replies:
“that’s hot not gonnnnn holllllddddddd but NO i’m loyal”
i essentially flip out at her bc that text is giving him sexual validation. for context, there were a couple other times she did this w other guys trying to proposition her; she’d reply sexually back and the convo would end.
the defense she gave me is that she’s gone through a lot of sexual trauma so she’s had it ingrained in her that giving in to men when they’re persistent is easier than saying no, that giving them some sexual validation will get them to leave her alone.
on the one hand i can see that and i can’t be angry at her for what is essentially a trauma response — at the same time i can’t be okay with my girlfriend being sexual with others esp after multiple times of me saying that’s clearly outside the bounds of what’s appropriate in a relationship
also been cheated on multiple times so her line of “i can’t help it sometimes, it’s just how i know to handle it” scares me...bc how far can that instinct to validate them go?
she sees it as a success for her bc (if she were single) she would’ve given in to him fully even tho she didn’t want to; how she explained it was her love for me gave her the strength to say no.
i’m obviously quite conflicted and, as someone who’s been cheated on before, it’s hard to see her ingrained behavior to give sexual attention to others as anything other than a massive red flag
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2021.09.28 21:08 YoItsGregert Question

Hello everyone I've been using supplements since I started losing weight mostly protein and creatine. I had lost about 120 lbs in twoish years and during this time I had only used creatine and protein. Unfortunately I react badly to creatine and notice that my hair sheds significantly so I've stopped using. I had a few blood tests done and when I first started losing weight I had insanely low test and as I've gotten better my test has come back in range. I have a lot of high anxiety and unfortunately recently found out I get horrible indigestion from it. The doctor recommended I take Prilosec everyday but I'm curious if they're is any supplement that could help with the indigestion and possibly more. I also started taking ashwagandha at night to aid with sleep as well as the slight test increase. What I'm really looking for is something for anxiety, indigestion, and anything to help with low libido/test
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2021.09.28 21:08 TheRealVasilisKon My final mad fut 21 team. Rate it please out of 10. Any changes I should make?

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2021.09.28 21:08 trainerfry_1 Etrigan the Demon

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2021.09.28 21:08 tinterocreativo Cuidado con tu ordenador. Historia de terror Halloween 2021

Como cada día Carmen baja a la cafetería de su facultad a desayunar, pero algo siniestro la está esperandohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLFFKwv4Z7k
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2021.09.28 21:08 Argus-Knight What is your worst pick up line?

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2021.09.28 21:08 headgasketidiot /r/AskHistorians is currently answering "Why are New Hampshire and Vermont so different culturally and politically?"

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2021.09.28 21:08 xThe11thHourx Combat Tactics (Missile Evasion)

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2021.09.28 21:08 ItsMeReine_ Any direction would be appreciated!

Hi guys.. So tutors have probably seen this before, hope it doesn't annoy anyone, but I'm thinking of tutoring on Italki, though I have no idea about the lesson planning?
I hear you create the students lesson plans, I'd love some tips as to where you all find your material for lessons and how they look? Any direction would help! :)
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2021.09.28 21:08 ShortAlgo $PDL Awaiting Buy signal. https://t.co/ZcxzlQXeFz

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2021.09.28 21:08 jaffcunha Reparo de painel LED

Tenho um painel antigo com 4 LEDs queimados e pretendo consertá-lo. Como recentemente comprei uma Quantum board muito boa, pensei que seria legal já comprar uma fita de LEDs lm301h. Assim, além de consertar o painel velho com LEDs melhores, caso no futuro minha Quantum board dê problema, já conserto com os LEDs adequados.
O problema é que simplesmente não acho pra vender no Brasil. Pesquisando por lm301h só encontro os painéis. Pelo Alibaba até encontrei as peças, mas o pedido mínimo é de pelo menos 2 mil.
Alguém conhece onde vendam lm301h individualmente? Acham válido se preocupar com isso ou só compro uma fita de reparo comum e segue a vida?
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2021.09.28 21:08 The-Fourth-Hokage What are some apps that can help improve your productivity?

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2021.09.28 21:08 ShortAlgo $NTRS Waiting for Buy signal. https://t.co/wZsQTs1aPZ

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2021.09.28 21:08 ChiefJedi207 Can I remove these collars in my attic garage?

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2021.09.28 21:08 post-news NBC contributor becomes spokesperson for controversial group accused of 'normalizing pedophilia'

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2021.09.28 21:08 _RaHaN_ What Cogment brings to the table for Human-in-the-Loop Learning

An easy to read sum-up of the official Cogment White Paper has been posted on AIR's website. Learn more about what Cogment offers to AI practitioners:
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2021.09.28 21:08 PaleontologistWest $AMZN, your cannabis diversification play. #shitDD

Most people know that $AMZN is lobbying for nation-wide recreational cannabis legalization.
Why is that? Well at first one might consider that big companies tend to invest, maybe AMZN has a hefty cannabis portfolio as is, so they are seeking returns.
But I believe its more simple than that.
You see if they can get the Fed to allow Mary-Jane shipments, one things for certain, people will buy them. Compare the cost of anything and it always comes back to scale. I live here in Oregon where cannabis has been legal for many years. We were one of the earlier states to adopt it. My point here is that the way we sell it is brick and mortar, and we all know how Amazon does against Bricks and Mortars, they put them out of business.
Typically when I want to get some pot, I walk down a few blocks to the dispensary, some tiny little shop staffed by 6-7 people and its face to face what do you want? show you a few things, etc etc.
Now don't get me wrong, this sort of sales seems to make sense with Pot more than almost any other product. Let me see it, let me smell it, etc. But you also need to consider that Stoners, ppl that smoke pot, could also give 2 fucks about how it looks and smells if its left on their doorstep for half the price.
There is also something to note about the vast increase in sales a widespread legalization bill would cause. With Cannabis, it is an ever evolving science. Much more complicated than your average field of corn or orchard or what have you. You need to factor in growth speed, quality of growth, quantity of growth. THC content of the plant as well as other terpenes. Make the plant grow happy healthy and strong and fast.
What's my point on that? well we don't truly know which companies will have it figured out the best. But lets look at Tobacco, there were what like 4-5 big Tobacco companies in the end? And one can only assume that when you can buy a pack of 20 joints for the cost of a pack of cigarettes, that company will be the one taking over and putting the small guys out of business.
So again, my point is that we don't know which companies will end up as big weed. What we do know is that if you can sell your big weed online through Amazon, people will likely buy it, love it, and become the most repeatable customer ever. So whichever company makes it, Amazon wins. Their shipping is too good, too smooth too well coordinated in their warehouses. They just want one more product to send to people.
So when you finally hear about MJ bill getting passed, i'm betting $AMZN wins.
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2021.09.28 21:08 get_deleted_bois She is mixing the ground

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2021.09.28 21:08 turkey_fart599 I want to start my journey!

I recently turned 18, I've known I had phimosis for a couple of years now but I've always been too scared to really do anything, I finally decided to do something about it and this sub is really giving me hope :D I have a few questions about how I can start this whole process..
1) I read we are supposed to stretch the foreskin everyday, how exactly should I do that? Do I have to pull it up? Or pinch it from both sides and stretch or try rolling it as down as I can go..
2) will the stretching also help with desensitizing of the penis.. I've always been afraid of touching my penis under the foreskin because it's so sensitive it hurts
I pour water on the part which is exposed when I have a bath in hopes of desensitizing it but apparently too much water makes the penis dry so we aren't supposed to do that?
I will really really appreciate it if someone can help me out!!
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2021.09.28 21:08 EvilPhd666 Matthew McConaughey is running for governor.

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